Your first name of Tushawn has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Quiet and determined, you enjoy activities on your own close to nature or with natural elements such as in floral design, gardening, fishing, oceanography, or farming. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. Your accomplishments are based on your systematic, meticulous, patient, and thorough nature along with your powers of concentration. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. Your endurance and persistence enable you to carry your activities through to completion. Sometimes moody and morbid thoughts interfere with your stability and ability to concentrate to reach your goals, especially when you are under pressure. You do not like to be interrupted or hurried once you start a project. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking. You may also experience some deafness.