The name of Uthpala creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. You sense far more than you understand or can put into words, and often respond to your intuitive feelings. This name restricts your verbal expression, making you secretive and withdrawn. You struggle to be understood in order to receive the encouragement and the support of close friends who mean a great deal to you, as well as gestures of appreciation and thoughtfulness. You love the sense of freedom. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. Delighting in mystery, you are drawn toward occult sciences. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities. Others often find it difficult to understand you.
