Your first name of Utsa has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. As you think in a methodical way, you could be quite inventive along practical or technical lines and would enjoy working with your hands in such activities as crafting or cooking. Your endurance and persistence enable you to carry your activities through to completion. You would find enjoyment and peace in an outdoor environment studying the flora and fauna of nature from a scientific point of view. A lack of fluency in your verbal expression may appear as bluntness. You may also experience some deafness. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control.