Your first name of Wadeshda has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.