Your first name of Xermanda gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. Your reticence has caused you to suffer aloneness and misunderstandings. Because of your strong concentrative abilities, you can shut noises and activities out so completely that you may not even hear someone calling your name. You listen for the sounds of the birds and animals, the wind in the trees, the rolling surf, gently falling rain. Your feelings are better expressed through writing. You seem calm and placid, even when you feel turbulent and unhappy. You can be easily and deeply hurt, yet rarely do you make known your sensitive feelings. When called upon to extemporize, you could be self-conscious and nervous as you prefer to be fully prepared ahead of time to handle situations and experiences. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life. You love to read and can develop great powers of concentration.