Your first name of Xulan has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. As you expect a great deal of yourself and others, you can become discontent and disillusioned when you do not live up to your own expectations, or when others let you down. You seek understanding through intellect using facts and scientific logic. You tend to specialize, finding outlets in practical creativity, for example, cooking, crafting, or computer work. You are practical and intellectual, with interests in science, technology, mechanics, and various mathematical aspects of life. Not having strong desires to travel and to make changes, you would be content and happy when life around you is secure. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You place great importance on whatever you happen to be interested in, and can be quite thorough and detailed in what you are doing, but find it difficult to be consistent. Through stress and tension, you could suffer with problems in your digestive system or in your nervous system. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later.
