Your first name of Xunlin has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You are an emotional person. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods.
