Your first name of Xxcholaxx has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. Relying upon the encouragement and strength of close friends and the constant reassurance that you are loved and appreciated is the result of lack of confidence, but may develop misunderstandings when others experience your possessiveness You have a strong temper, yet regret it as soon as you give vent to it because you do not like to hurt others. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. You delight in mysteries and could be drawn to occult studies. You are inclined to be suspicious and to build situations out of proportion, perhaps the way someone looks at or speaks to someone you care for; you tend to look for hidden meanings and innuendos. Yet, you dislike crowds and stressful circumstances. You enjoy the outdoors, and the beauties and wonders of nature: the song of a bird, the wind in the trees, or the surf crashing against the shore. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and are at the most creative when inspired. Your quick temper can flare up suddenly and be over as suddenly, leaving you very sorry for any suffering you have caused. You prefer being with one or two close friends.