The name of Zabaidah has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You have many wonderful ideas and plans but fail to initiate action because of lack of confidence. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. You seldom express your deeper thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or your meaning misconstrued. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at some of your thoughts and visions. You dream of romance, but you have experienced heartache because of your idealistic qualities. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.