Your first name of Zabeda has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.