The name of Zaharoulla has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. You can be acutely hurt by unkind comments and it is at such times that you withdraw into your own world of thought. You have many wonderful ideas and plans but fail to initiate action because of lack of confidence. Sometimes it is difficult for you to face life’s realities with their hardships, stress, and turmoil and you often find yourself combating fears of the future and the aspects of life that appear mysterious. You are sympathetic to the needs of others and generous in your aspirations to help people. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
