Your first name of Zarella has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.
