Your first name of Zebada has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Your close friends are few. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.