Your first name of Zendela gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. Your name incorporates a potential aptitude for concentration and patient, logical thought along detailed, practical lines but it restricts inspirational qualities and the ability to visualize new ideas and theories. Peaceful and settled conditions appeal to you and you are naturally desirous of having the security of a home, where your life could follow a definite pattern, and where you would not have to make major decisions. Procrastination is a weakness of your nature, causing an inability always to complete your plans or to concentrate for long. This uncertainty and indecision undermines your initiative, positivity, and vitality. You are not comfortable having to make major decisions. It is not easy for you to face issues and take a stand on them, for not only are you somewhat lacking in self-confidence, but also you prefer to avoid situations in which there could be dissension. Others do not always realize how sensitive and aware you are of their thoughts and feelings toward you. While you do have many fine qualities, the tensions created by this name do not allow you to enjoy a full and complete life. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood.