Your first name of Zerka gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. The people who mean the most to you are those who can offer you intellectual companionship. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. At such times you can withdraw into a mood, and may not even speak to others. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. You are very conscientious and competent in all that you do. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life.