The name of Aalex gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
