Your first name of Abarrah has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
