The name of Abendran has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life. You can enjoy reading, study, and contemplation about many different subjects. Instead of expressing your deeper feelings so that others may understand you, you withdraw into moods of depression, jealousy, and unhappiness, and distance yourself from those who care. It is difficult for you to cope with discordant situations or heavy responsibilities. It is not easy for you to maintain harmony in close relationships. A peaceful and quiet environment, especially out in nature, is one of your greatest desires, but you are constantly taken into chaotic conditions. The greatest lack in your life is stability and peace of mind. Impulsiveness could bring frequent accidents and unfortunate happenings into your life. You find it difficult to control your thoughts and could swing in moods from one extreme to the other. Your speech can become very critical and sarcastic when you are frustrated or crossed.