The name of Abhijoy gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
