As Abundus you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.