Your first name of Adamx creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
