As Aekerley you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.