The name of Aelfmaer has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. There would be a risk that uncontrolled, morbid thoughts could undermine your mental stability, causing extreme worry and irrational behaviour. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. When the mood suits you, you can be engaging and entertaining in a social situation, but you can swing unpredictably at the slightest offence, real or imagined, into a chilling silence that rebuffs others. When circumstances require the expression of sympathy or appreciation, you prefer to respond in writing. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. Health weaknesses could appear as disorders affecting the liver, or the heart, lungs, and bronchial tubes.
