Your first name of Ahillen creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. You can give expression to your personal thoughts and feelings most fluently through the written word. You tend to be studious, analysing each new idea before accepting it. Although you are knowledgeable and intelligent, your sensitivity and restriction in expression often causes frustration and could limit the satisfaction and success that would otherwise be gained from your responsible and capable nature. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. Craving understanding, love, and affection but disinclined to verbalize your emotions, you may appear cold and aloof to those who would offer kindness. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.