The name of Ahlstrom gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
