Your first name of Ajaai has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
