Your first name of Akahai has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
