Your first name of Alabardus creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Your feelings are easily hurt and so, to protect yourself, you withdraw within the realm of your private thoughts. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. You tend to be studious, analysing each new idea before accepting it. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love.
