Your first name of Allotjose has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. You are imaginative and visionary, somewhat of a perfectionist, yet the results of your efforts often fall short of your high expectations. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Your friends find you loyal, trustworthy, and dependable, but few people realize what noble intentions you have or how much you care. Your tendency to be blunt and to-the-point makes you appear self-centred and unappreciative, and can lead to misunderstandings that alienate those closest to you. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.