Your first name of Anshari creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
