Your first name of Apelles creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.
