The name of Appalaraju gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
