Your first name of Arwana has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
