As Ashawnte you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.