The name of Ashmael has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life. It is not easy for you to maintain harmony in close relationships. You desire peace and tranquillity, but more often attract turbulence and chaotic experiences that are bitter. Impulsiveness could bring frequent accidents and unfortunate happenings into your life. Instead of expressing your deeper feelings so that others may understand you, you withdraw into moods of depression, jealousy, and unhappiness, and distance yourself from those who care. Because you have high ideals and are a principled person, you have been disillusioned and disappointed in people on many occasions and have experienced much aloneness. You are fond of outdoor sports, where you can find an outlet for your nervous energy. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals, or convey your deep appreciation for those you love. Your speech can become very critical and sarcastic when you are frustrated or crossed. You find it difficult to control your thoughts and could swing in moods from one extreme to the other.