Your first name of Ayumu has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. Uncontrolled thoughts could cause you to become anxious, confused, or prone to worry. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and you are at the most creative when inspired. You sense much that you do not understand, including premonitions and feelings of foreboding. Insecurities in close relationships could lead to misunderstandings, deep-rooted jealousies, moods of depression, and emotional outbursts. Your delight in mystery could draw you into occult studies or religions. Any tragedies experienced could make you fearful of losing what you value most; as a result, you have a tendency to be overly protective and possessive, qualities that sometimes push away those you love the most. You tend to centre your interest too much on whatever means the most to you, and then you become over-possessive and suffer through disillusionment and fear of losses. Unfortunately, uncontrolled thoughts make it difficult for you to retain emotional stability, and prevent you from finding proper peace and relaxation.
