Your first name of Bahaa has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
