Your first name of Bakhtawar has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
