Your first name of Balaarun creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. You have a sensitive nature--sensitive to your environment and particularly sensitive to how your deeper and more serious interests are regarded by others. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. Craving understanding, love, and affection but disinclined to verbalize your emotions, you may appear cold and aloof to those who would offer kindness. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature.
