Your first name of Balappa has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
