Your first name of Balasz creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.