Your first name of Balawan creates a very expressive, versatile, and spontaneous nature. Any job or project requiring attention to detail and routine generates a sense of frustration, as you prefer to act spontaneously and to have the freedom to express your creativity. Your verbal expression can be very volatile, making outbursts of anger difficult to control. Your own desires for immediate gratification, along with your generous nature in response to the needs of others, thwart any efforts at budgeting and financial planning, often leaving your personal finances in disarray. Hence you tend to scatter your efforts and leave many projects unfinished in order to avoid monotony, drudgery, and boredom. You enjoy association and strive to lift the spirits of others through kindness, encouragement, and inspiration. You must guard against questionable emotional involvements; estrangement and loss of the respect of family and closest friends could be the result. Your first name gives you a desire to sing, dance, and have a good time. A lack of concentration makes it difficult to establish stable, secure conditions in your business life. In order to bring out the higher side of your nature, you should develop your artistic and creative talents.