Your first name of Balawar has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
