Your first name of Balayya has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
