Your first name of Baleu has many sterling qualities but does not give you an overall stability. People often disappoint you because you are idealistic and are apt to place those whom you admire on a pedestal. This name creates a driving power that undermines emotional control. You throw yourself wholeheartedly into projects. If your actions are thwarted in any way, you react with extreme tension in your solar plexus. You have many sterling qualities but there is an underlying instability. Everything you do is done with intensity in which you experience extremes: from the highs of elation to depths of despair in which you wonder if life is worth the struggle. When you give way to anger, irritation, or frustration you burst forth with harsh words that you later regret. The intensity and consequent outbursts leave hurt feelings in their wake, usually involving those closest to you. Those closest to you suffer the brunt of your cutting remarks and mood swings.
