Your first name of Ballderg creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. For your interest to be retained you need to be mentally challenged; this was most evident when young and in school. Often you are drawn to the out of doors as a coping mechanism for bouts of loneliness and moods. Although you are knowledgeable and intelligent, your sensitivity and restriction in expression often causes frustration and could limit the satisfaction and success that would otherwise be gained from your responsible and capable nature. Your feelings are easily hurt and so, to protect yourself, you withdraw within the realm of your private thoughts. It is often only through writing that you open up and convey your deepest feelings and true appreciation for those you love. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature.
