Your first name of Ballebaji has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. It has given you a clever, deep mind and made you idealistic, highly sensitive, and deeply emotional. As a young person you would have many fine ideals, but bitter experiences could leave you feeling disillusioned. Uncontrolled thoughts could cause you to become anxious, confused, or prone to worry. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds very quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. Your delight in mystery could draw you into occult studies or religions. Any tragedies experienced could make you fearful of losing what you value most; as a result, you have a tendency to be overly protective and possessive, qualities that sometimes push away those you love the most. Although this name offers many fine qualities, it will not bring stability to your thinking or attract to you the joy and happiness that should be a part of everyone's life. Unfortunately, uncontrolled thoughts make it difficult for you to retain emotional stability, and prevent you from finding proper peace and relaxation.