Your first name of Ballot has created a deep, sensitive, refined nature with an intelligent mind and a keen appreciation of material values. Those close to you may feel unsettled and insecure because of mixed messages: you show an undercurrent of possessiveness yet you hesitate to express affection, appreciation, and tenderness. Although you appear calm and in control at all times, constant pressures and difficult decisions can cause you inner turmoil. You have good business judgment and would do well in a managerial position, as you have executive ability. Others could perceive you as proud, and even unfriendly. There is always an aloofness and reserve that acts as a barrier and prevents any close ties. Although you have a sensitive inner nature and a desire for affection and understanding, your dignified manner and reserve often give the impression that you are aloof and wishing to distance yourself. Good business judgment and your ability to think and plan carefully before you act could bring desired material accumulation and financial success. You live much within your own thoughts, and seek relaxation away from people, out in nature, where you can ease the tensions of your life. You find it difficult to express your true feelings, whether it be affection, appreciation, or tenderness, which play such an important part in creating a close bond within the family.
