Your first name of Balqias creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.