Your first name of Balvan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
